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14/10/2022

 Hi. This is two weeks after the incident, and I am glad I did not press "send". It will give them more points to talk about me. I can't blame them because that is what normal human would do, but feeding them contents can actually consume my mental health. I have met some great friends during internship. With my friendly face and extraordinary laughter, it was not hard for me to get new friends at all. I am so glad that they did not judge me and even called me "bitch" (politely). They even enjoy my company and I think even najwa enjoys me. I mean I'm so pathetically funny. I must say, though, my overthinking has gotten worse. I am now, very very careful and particular about what I said until it limited my personality a little bit. One time I accidentally said "you dumb bitch" to my fellow friend she laughed so hard her eyes were red and I am glad she did not take offense, and actually talked more with me afterwards. Energy doesn't lie , is it? ...

1/10/2022

 Hello, I know this is THE LAST TIME I am going to talk about this matter. I am so over it already because I have done my part, but recently words have been put inside of my mouth so much that it is not fair for you to discuss among yourself, so here is the verdict and you can reply if there is objection. Let's start with a little backstory shall we? Once upon a time, I have heard various stories about these two people from their own friends. You name it. Busuk, aggressive, toxic, tak ada common sense, banyak membazir and every of that thing. So, it is easy to say that both of them are generally unlikable. I do not recall myself responding to it rather than just laugh. However, I found out that one of the two most talked people ever, has also multiple times talking shit about me. She multiple time discussed about me too like is this how bitches from kelantan loves to do? I was confused because I never talk shit about her. Yes, it was qielut. And obviously another person that we r...