14/10/2022
Hi. This is two weeks after the incident, and I am glad I did not press "send". It will give them more points to talk about me. I can't blame them because that is what normal human would do, but feeding them contents can actually consume my mental health. I have met some great friends during internship. With my friendly face and extraordinary laughter, it was not hard for me to get new friends at all. I am so glad that they did not judge me and even called me "bitch" (politely). They even enjoy my company and I think even najwa enjoys me. I mean I'm so pathetically funny. I must say, though, my overthinking has gotten worse. I am now, very very careful and particular about what I said until it limited my personality a little bit. One time I accidentally said "you dumb bitch" to my fellow friend she laughed so hard her eyes were red and I am glad she did not take offense, and actually talked more with me afterwards. Energy doesn't lie , is it? ...